"the greatest STORY ever told"? Ouch dude!
Its a personal thing, so you ought not be hammering us on whether we watched some movie or something, none of us here have ever tried to hurt you in any way......believe or not believe, thats up to you...for some folks God makes himself known, for others, he dont, cant explain it or pretend to understand it either...so if we are ignorant and wrong, whats that to you? Please dont deprive me of my glorious ignorance! Its about all I have!
Still, God does like some fighters, and you, Neil, got some fight in you!...so I think you will get this issue settled out on your Personal level someday...oh, you also have a pretty active mind, so it will NEVER be at rest, maybe at peace someday, but never at rest...must be something in your future you need to do with it...excited and scared for you all at once on this regard...!
I can't speak for the rest of us here...but if I didnt believe, I would not be any kind of person you would want to be around for long...not out of fear, but out of respect for Him...and even at this basic level, I'm not much...good thing about grace, not earned or deserved....grace is just grace, mercy for me might not be mercy for you...
Its hard to find a quiet time now a days....generally late at night, looking up and being very quiet is comforting to me...especially out on the water in a boat.....memorize a few scriptures that seem to jump out at you for some reason, get to know Gods personality and what he likes and dont like is all I can recommend...that way, at least you tried, which is more than most..I would sure hate to face him someday and say..."I felt you tugging, but I saw this one movie zeitgeist once"...."all sorts of folks smarter than me convinced me you were a myth"...
Then God says, "hey, do you know this guy Neil?" And I'm like, "Neil? yeah, hes cool, likes wood boats just like you and me"...right..! In your dreams!..
Neil, dont lay this trip on a guy like me who cant be trusted!, for in my fear for my own eternal Life, standing in front of the Creator, knowing I'm not worthy of even getting an audience!, would most probably say: "I do not know the man!", Lord is like, "really? you sure" And I'm like, "Oh yeah, Neil? Now I remember! He's that damned guy on Findmall that made me watch that movie zeitgeist in the first place!, He's from England I think, and prolly a Muslim, pull the lever on that blankety blank"!..
Mud