i thought i should share this one this you all since you all have have been very kindly praying. This one is good news. Ok so I found a cousinlor but I wasnt sure if they were christan or not when the agreement was made for the appoinment. I went in with a family member for the intial session and to my surprise they asked if we ever thought of praying about things. went on to tell us how powerful prayer is and how God is there for us. this is a cousinlor i had found in the state referrals. I was very happy to hear what they said and it made me feel more confident on my choice. I had a good feeling about them from the start. But theres more, this was the only one who was available for what we needed but the time conflicted with our scheduale, we were willing to comprimise, after the first session they told us there was a cancellation for a later time open and if we would like to have it. The new time is perfect for us, so that worked out very well. So once again thank you all so much for the prayers, I do truely beileve God has this all under control.