Admittedly I don't live w/as much pain as you do but I've learned over time to handle it in a different way. One thing I do consistently is "Pray Psalm's 91" into my life. By claiming God's protection, as well as His healing power, the majority of my pain goes away. Never forget there's a war going on between God (Jesus Christ)and Satan. The evil one will stop at nothing to destroy the lives of those who worship God and believe in Jesus. Having said that, you, as a child of Almighty God, you are given amazing power, through Christ, to push the evil one & his dark angels, out of your life. Claim God's power for your life and refuse to grant the evil in this world a foot in the door of your life! Ask God our Father for the filling of His Holy Spirit each day. Don,t take it for granted that because you accepted Christ, as your Savior & Lord, that you are 'always' filled with His Holy Spirit. We do things that displeases God & He distances Himself from us until we confess our sin and return to him. How many things have you in your life that are 'gods' to you? Your music & equipment maybe? I'm not saying it is...just that we all have things and or people in our lives we worship without realizing it. God's Holy Spirit gave me this message this morning.