getting angry won't help the situation...just pray and tell Jesus you are sorry for not trusting Him more and tell Him you love Him and give Him praise in all things...the good and bad, for it's in the bad times that we draw nearer to Him, if we really love Him or turn completely away, if we don't and our flesh gets in the way!
I have a credit card that has almost $1500.00 balance that had zero interest but now it will have high interest if I don't pay it off! Well, lo and behold I got another offer in the mail for a credit card with zero percent interest until 12/31/06 and then a 7.9% fixed APR after that! Now most people wouldn't say credit cards are a good thing, but for me they have been and have helped me to keep my home and pay lower interest rates! God will provide for me to pay them off when it is time for me to either sell my home or get more income per month! I have no doubt because I know how He has worked in my life since my divorce and truly accepting Jesus as my own personal Savior!
Lean on Jesus and allow Him to carry all your burdensome weights and worries!!
God Bless & praying for you & family!
Betty