First,we fall down stairs at a hotel pool,told by management the equivalent of 'too bad for you,deal with it',then I filed a American with Disabilities complaint against the hotel for them just ignoring my telling them there were two snowmobiles in the handicapped parking spot I was using,and today,finding out that place I sent my songs is probably fraudulent.AND,IM STILL HURTING BADLY,only got to use the hot tub once while we stayed in that hotel.People close to me say they will do this or that,and they never follow thru.Yet,I am the one that goes over and above in almost every way,and it gets me nowhere........I am totally sick of this whole damn thing,and I just want to go away where I am not known,sick of people and their false promises,tired of being the one that always looks out for others,and almost never getting any consideration back.......I just want out.