...It is gone-I have no desire for it,anymore...I just hurt so much all the time anymore,it is all I can do sometimes to drag my carcass to work...when I go to the Dr.;all he says it is this arthritis Ive got that is gettin me down...I wish I knew how to get it back;my detectors sittin in the closet dont serve ANY purpose,other than just to take up space...This isnt depression;I dont know what it is...Used to be a time you couldnt tie me down;I was out there with the best of em...Now;....