...He was a good brother...I miss him already....he made sure that he provided for his family after his demise....I guess if we ask God why him??...it could drive one crazy.....needless to say that I am still depressed.....he was a definitely good example....a very Godly example....maybe it is a wake up call for me??...I used to follow Jesus a lot closer when I was younger....just lost my way thru the years....for the last few months I have begun attending church again with my mother on Sunday mornings...to me it is a re-start....just knowing it is the right thing to do even though my head tells me it would be nice to sleep in...but my mother is getting older and still really enjoys seeing me in church with her...at the same time I listen to the message given in church and I feel that I am in the right place......I am still sad so please pray for me.....Thanks Joe