I want so much to attend Church services and all the Church goings-on this time of year,but because of this back surgery,I must stay home,because of non-existant energy.I do the least little bit,it feels like I tried to climb Everest.All these things going on,passing me by,just because I decided to do something to try and improve my life.I am totally fed up with just sitting and resting,but cannot do much more than walk to the bathroom and back.I have a Dr. visit scheduled for 1/6,......Everybody tells me this is the most serious type of surgery you can have,give it time.......OK,whatever........I am scheduled to do music for Christmas worship in a week.ONE WAY OR ANOTHER,I WILL BE THERE..........