I just want to apologize to any local detectorists, or the wider group, for some of my actions. I have used my Predator Raven shovel in a few parks a handful of times. I can probably count the times on one hand. I know and knew previously that this was a poor practice in regard to hobby public relations. I justified the few times by believing, kind of, that my bad lower back and or the small neat circular plug cut from the Raven was sort of ok. This was done when tired, the back was a pretzel, and the shovel just seemed so much easier. I have felt guilty about this for a year now and I am now confessing. I also wish to say that my ethical standards are higher now in regard to the image that I have portrayed a few times as a metal detectorist. Ironically I was in another town checking out an old park, with my hand digger only, and I came across a series of dug out shallow plugs. I stomped them in and cursed the jackazz that did this. I have never left a hole open and tried my best to be neat and clean. But It is hypocritical of me to have sleazed around a bit, then judge others. All I can say is that I have higher standards now.