love you all, I really do, but I don't feel like I have much to contribute. The medical condition I have is ruining and running my life. I don't blame all of you for giving up on my terrible abscence, and I just can't explain it to where you might understand. To get on the computer for just a hello is not too much to ask,...............but it seems like all I can do is tell everyone how bad I feel, yadda yadda yadda. It's not a "frame of mind" folks. Believe me, if it were I would be fixed by now. I was really disappointed when the last surgery I had where they put the implant in my back and connected it to my spinal column did not work, yet they sure accepted the $65,000.00 it took to perform the operation. Mikie I will call you and Alice back, I promise.
I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas. This year, I just said to heck with all those trees. My girls did come over one afternoon and put some of the decorations up for me. Again, forgive me, and keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I do EVERYONE of you. You are my friends, it's just I have had a hellava year. Not trying to feel sorry fo myself, just thought you all at least deserved an explanation, as poor as it might be.
Happy Holidays,
Love, Sunny